Hope vs. Fear
Once I thought..
I calculated my past …
till there was nothing left to count for the future…
But then I found the light that I thought misled me
yet it showed me the way to a hidden door named Hope
and I attached myself to hope of what the future may bring till I feared the worst
I feared the bad things that may happen to me and my loved ones
I lied there in bed every night hoping for the night to pass in peace
and for tomorrow to come and go in peace
I still lay there in bed with with my new friend Insomnia and hope for the next day to pass…
I hope I get rid of this obsession of fear soon…
otherwise I will look again to calculate my past and see it was all spent in worrying and fearing what could have been…or hopefully could never be
